Got a nasty little e-mail today from a visitor on my site. I decided to have a little <a href=" http://www.livejournal.com/users/vuuduugrrl/102862.html">fun</a> in writing my response. I will add this to my site tonight when I am home.
Sometimes, I just love to rage on Wednesdays.
Well, I still suck and have not managed to work on my website, Vuuduu Grrl.ORG, nor have I really made any progress on my Nano Novel, "Court’s in Session". I’ve been studying my brains out for the Japanese Language Proficiency Examination for the past three months, and Thursday, I came to the following conclusion:
I am not as smart as I thought I was.
There’s nothing more humbling, sobering, and pathetic than having a nervous breakdown, especially when you are on vacation. My test was 12/5, but I cannot pass it. I could not do any of the reading section without having to use a dictonary on every sentence, and an electronic Japanese-English & Chinese Character dictionary is not on the list of items permitted within the testing site.
I’ve had so many people cheering me on, but I’ve lost. Usually, I do not back down from things once I’ve begun them, but sometimes, you need to stuff your pride and know when to admit defeat. It hurt quite a bit, but I am fine with this decision. Maybe by next year I will be ready. This time, I greatly underestimated my opponent. I can save myself the $250 plus dollars I was going to spend on going to Kobe to take the test and treat myself to something.
Can a person have a broken heart over someone they never dated? I have a great friend at work, but recently I came into contact with the friend’s fiancee, who was visiting from out of town. Actually, I just saw her from across the room, I was never formally introduced to her because he was busy working. I had wondered why my e-mails were not being returned recently and he was always busy. I wory because I know that when he finally marries, he will disappear from my life.
I’m sad, and I would go as far to say that I feel depressed about this. I’ve cried. I took a day off of school, too. Why? Why am I feeling like this? I am upset about being upset!
I want my friend back. (;_;)
Can a person have a broken heart over someone they never dated? I have a great friend at work, but recently I came into contact with the friend’s fiancee, who was visiting from out of town. Actually, I just saw her from across the room, I was never formally introduced to her because he was busy working. I had wondered why my e-mails were not being returned recently and he was always busy. I wory because I know that when he finally marries, he will disappear from my life.
I’m sad, and I would go as far to say that I feel depressed about this. I’ve cried. I took a day off of school, too. Why? Why am I feeling like this? I am upset about being upset!
I want my friend back. (;_;)